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Help my unbelief

August 13, 2017

Reading the Bible does not come easy to me. I have years of baggage to unpack regarding this one book, and for a year, maybe, I just had to take a break.

Before you decide that I’m a terrible heathen, let me be clear: I love Jesus. And all that time I was still going to church and trying to follow Him.

For years I read the Bible because I believed I “had to” and that if I did, life would turn out okay for me. I followed what I thought was the rule: read your Bible every day and God will be so pleased with you He won’t let anything bad happen to you. This was my interpretation.

I discovered in a hard way that it doesn’t work like that. So, I took a break from the Bible.

Photo by Josh Applegate on Unsplash

But in the past couple of months, I have wanted to return to the readings, not because I have to but because I want to. I want to know what Jesus says. I want to refresh my memory about his life on earth.

So I started with the book of Mark. Short. To the point.

And still, I am stunned by what I read.

Read the rest of this post at Putting on the New where I write once a month.

Filed Under: faith & spirituality Tagged With: faith and doubt, reading the Bible

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