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Beauty on the Backroads

Stories of grace for life's unexpected turns

faith & spirituality

January thaw

January 12, 2018

The forecast calls for rain tomorrow and after a stretch of cold/ice/snow/wind that seemed it might never end, I am grateful. I rolled the window down in the van today, and when I stepped outside without a jacket, just for a moment, I forgot the bitter chill from a week ago.

I’ve lived through too many Midwest (and now Mid-Atlantic) winters to hope that we’ll have a short winter, that by January we’ll have seen the worst of the weather for the season. The truth is there’s a lot of January left. And then February. Followed by March’s unpredictable patterns. Spring might feel closer when the calendar flips to a new year, but a lot can happen between now and then.

Photo by Kelly Sikkema on Unsplash

Still, days like these give me hope. And relief, however brief.

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It was almost 60 degrees two days before Christmas when my family flew out of Baltimore, headed to Chicago to spend the holidays with family. The next day, in typical Illinois winter fashion, it snowed. And the temperature dropped. Our entire visit was the coldest I can remember experiencing in almost a decade. When we returned to Pennsylvania, we were greeted with the same stretch of cold air.

If we hadn’t believed it was winter before, then we were being given evidence to believe day after day.

Looking ahead at the weather forecast offered little hope. Until just this week when we saw the high temperatures begin to gradually increase. As the snow melts and the temperatures rise, the burden of winter lifts a bit, even if we know it is temporary.

This is often the way of my heart.

Read the rest of this post at Putting on the New, where I write on the 12th of each month.

Filed Under: faith & spirituality Tagged With: God's faithfulness, january thaw, winter

The darkness and the dawning

December 2, 2017

The whole house is asleep. I am seldom the one burning the midnight oil but there are too many things to say, my body too alert for rest, my mind too active for sleep.

My son turned 8 today, which means I spent the day baking. Because there is also a full moon, it meant that I spent part of the day barking as well. I’m not proud of this. I yelled at my kids and snapped at other members of the family and my soul was generally distressed. Even now, as I look back on the day, I cringe as I remember how I behaved, what I said. It is as if my soul bled black today and like tar it covered everyone in my path. No one was safe as the darkness seeped from me.

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It was not all darkness today. There was chocolate cake and candles. Phone calls from family. One dollar chicken pho. And an unexpected kindness related to our Christmas tree. These are the things I wish I could remember about today, but the darkness hovers over them.

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The prophet Isaiah says,

“The people walking in darkness
    have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of deep darkness
    a light has dawned.” 

//

It is the eve of Advent. Maybe the first Sunday of Advent by the time you read this.

And it has come at just the right time.

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We are a people walking in darkness. I used to think that only referred to spiritual darkness, as in, those people who didn’t know anything about Advent or the “real” meaning of Christmas or Jesus.

But the more I see of humanity and the more I examine my own heart, the more darkness I see.

Some of us are walking in a darkness of our own making. Some of us are walking in darkness because others have turned out the lights. Some of us are walking in darkness because it is a natural rhythm of the earth as it turns on its axis. Maybe it is a combination of all three. Or something else entirely.

The candles are my favorite part of Advent because they are such a small and ordinary act of rebellion. They can’t help but stand in contrast to the darkness. Even the smallest flame illumines a corner of a dark room. More than Christmas Eve or New Year’s Eve or Easter Sunday, I want to greet the dawning of Advent. It is dark outside now as I type this, and it will stay dark until much later in the morning than I’d like, but I am desperate enough to want to wake again in the darkness and light a candle as the new (church) year dawns.

I want to declare that the darkness will not win, that even if the light is small, it is enough to push back the darkness.

I need to believe again that hope, though small, is what carries us through the dark days. Days past. Days present. Days to come.

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Light is always breaking through.

Let’s look for it, shall we?

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Filed Under: beauty, faith & spirituality Tagged With: advent, darkness, december

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